Forget all about the
motivational sentences. Forget them for your own good, because when
the time comes to you, you mustn't fail. Why? Clear as water. You
can't flop once again. You don't have strong motives for that. Your
life is so simple and perfect. You have everything you need. Even
when you don't know who you are, your motives are poor and weak.
Everything around you are full of love, of joy and bliss.
You have been thinking
about it for years. Everyday, every minute that you live you find out
something that could result in a definitive way.
There is something
inside that you can't control. It's heavy and black, but I quite like
black! So I don't know if I'm here because I enjoy this moments of
death or whether I'm here because I must fight. However, against
what, who or why?
I'm tired of this shit.
I tired of all the darkness and love. I'm exhausted of trying to be
something that I am not. I must be strong once in life and give up
with dignity and courage. My decision was made. No one is guilty
unless myself.
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